Never A Dull Moment

There is never a dull moment n my life personal or family. Its alwayz somethin this week my dad went H.A.M. on the older step bro its been a long time coming and I wondered when it wuz gon happen. Its been said that it was gon b done and it has happened as of 3am Saturday, June 9th. I jus don't get why you want or can live like that. Have u no self pride have u no shame. Doesn't a parent want better for their child, aren't u suppose to lead by example. Something isn't clicking, connection error. Start Reboot Ctrl Alt Del. Something needs to be done since this is a vicious cycle that leads nowhere good. Prove us wrong show us talk is cheap at this point. The power is in the putting. Do for yourself and others will help when needed trust me I knw this for a fact.

Move On And Do Better

Privacy

Now I remember why I keep to myself again. I don't like all these people up in my business who only come around to voice their opinion and offer no help in the situation. It is real easy to say something  while you are on the outside looking in. I have to be realistic about the situation, can't just up and leave I do own my house I am not renting. So up and move on the spur of the moment and go where, not to mention I still have to pay a mortgage on this house and then on top of that find another one and on top of that deal with all the fees that are involved with putting a house on the market looking for a new place. While I stay where if I was to just up and move out of my current house. I may not be poor but I am certainly not balling to that extent where I can pay 2 mortgages and still pay my other bills. I could see if I have been having problems in my house for the past 5 years but this is the first time I have had such an incident. I work hard for what I have and either way I still have to fix the window. So what the hell are you nay sayers saying what you would do. But wait if the shoe were on the other foot I think not. Offer only positive info, better home owners insurance, a person who fixes windows, etc. You can keep all other comments to ya damn self cuz I don't need them or have time to deal with your lack of reality expectations. Grow up live in the adult world and not that of a child where things magically go away.

Hustle Mode

Now my hustle mode has been pushed into overdrive against my will due to the assholes that decided it would be cool to shoot my house wit a BB/pellet gun last Friday night. I had other plans of what I was going to do with the money in my hustle acct alwayz I have named it. All the funds from my various huatles comes in handy when I need some extra money for monthly expenses or to have some fun and buy something for myself.

Thanks for knowing what I should do with my hard earned money. Before I get the chance to make up my mind on a home project.

Oooh The Headache

Oooh the headaches of home ownership, now I am in the waiting phase of the ongoing issue with my house that has occurred this past weekend. Now time for contractors to try and oversell me something when all i want and need at the current moment is a window that is not full of little holes. Regardless to say I know I need to redo the other windows but my finances do not permit such extravagant repairs and home makeovers at this point in time. I am in the baby step process of my home remodels. Knock some of the smaller things out and then go for the big ones is what I had in mind. I want to start off small, for instance painting my room and my Woman's Cave. Trying to make my Bachelorette Pad one that stands out and defines me even more so than it does. I am working inside out since that appears to be cheaper than outside in and my wallet and finances greatly appreciate me taking my time and moving along at a slow pace so I do not overwhelm myself or go broke in the process. I work hard for what I have and know what I want and won't stop until I get it. I push myself because I know that good things come to those who wait and work towards their goals. Never settle never stop. I'm on a mission that I chose to accept, everyone has an opinion of what I should do. Have the insurance company write the check out to me instead of the company. I really don't have the patience to deal with such things I like quality work and since this is a rather big factor and viewpoint on my house I need to think through all aspects of the situation and go from there. I am currently just waiting to see what these companies are going to say about how much said window will cost. It's huge 75" H & 74.25" W, not your average window by far. I guess I am in the pricing stage as I have named it since that is what I am waiting for before I can start and move on and not see this eyesore that is now on the fron t of my house. 

I would like to thank the knucklehead(s) who decided I didn't need some of my well earned money that I had in the bank. I actually had other plans for that money but now those plans have been diverted. Thank You so much what was I thinking fixing up my basement. Who needs a better floor and somewhere else I can go to do things in my house that I pay for. Why do I need to use my basement as a common lounge area if I decide to have people over. I can just go upstairs to my den/workout room and we can sit on the futon and floor and watch tv.

Congratulations I applaud you for knowing what I need better than myself. 

Day 3

Now I am even more peeved about this whole situation even more so than I was initially. Thanks to my wonderful home owners insurance claim agent, who was a big help. Let me tell you I could be an insurance claims agents if all you have to do is suggest looking in the yellow pages for companies that do window repair. Wow I can come up with that diagnosis, genius I tell you. I defnetly have the wrong idea of what an insurance company should do, or the help they should provide on such issues. Silly me thinking insurance was to assist and ease my concerns about a situation with my house. I do pay a substantial amount of money for such savvy informative service. Now since I am spiteful individual especially when provoked I feel that it is my job to try and find the most expensive company I can find to do the work & receive estimates from.

Also on a side note why are the window companies that I have reached out to way more helpful during this stressful time than my insurance company who I pay every month to keep my home owners insurance. Who I thought I paid to assist in such Home Owner Issues.

I think it is time to shop around for a new home owner insurance company...Maybe one with more customer service needs to assist individuals in trying times.

It is time to move on I think.

Day 2

Now entering day two of utter annoyance. When will it go away a little better now that it has been a min. Now jus Sittin and waiting on the damn insurance be better if I wud have at least heard something from the claim agent
But no nothing the longer it goes the more annoyed I become and will become. Jus guessing this is the start to a partial home remodel. I was getting around to it but trying to line other things up first but reality has told me other was. To hell with my plan on to the next one. Jus have some unanswered questions like why what and who. Just so random I don't bother anyone keep to myself try and stay drama free. Go to work n watch my niece had chill at home. N bang tons of unanswered questions remain.

WTF

Well I have had an eventful day did my normal morning routine, worked out went downstairs, checked the mail, looked out the big window and to my surprise found that it had bb wholes in every pane of the big 6 pane window. WTF is all I can say I am still upset and pissed off to the highest level of pisitivity. I had the cops at my house for a police report before noon, talked to my home insurance people to place a claim. Now I am waiting for everything from the police report to be completed to hearing back from my insurance claim handler. I have had a fun filled saturday. I had to workout again to relive some stress before I hurt the first person that pisses me off. Washed my car to calm down some more now enjoyin some me time before I have to go bartend tonight. What type of foolishness let's jus say I need some TLC  to relax myself and to keep my mind off the nonsense that has came upon my dwelling were I go for peace and serenity. I have to get over this move on and not let this keep me too down.

WTF WTH TFB.... I am jus in pure shock of what has happened to my house. Well the positive side no one was hurt it could have been worse, I could have been hurt the damage could have been way worse. I am happy no one was injured and that it appears to just be a random incident.

I heard something last night but didn't think anything of it now I have put two and two together and realized that strange unusual sound I heard last night was probably the result of the shots being taking at my window. Let's just hope that it was random and that my house was not targeted or I was the target of said attack.

ALL I CAN SAY IS WHAT THE FUCK! WTF WTF WTF