Too Much

My niece is a trip she is definitely feeling better from her complete destruction of a house, wanting chick fil a, singing during happy feet two and not allowing anyone to join. She is a character her big use of words is too much I can't take it.

WTF

I sure do attract the crazies, love the fact that I am being accused of things because I was sleep it feels great. Damn insecurities of certain people. Devulging information that was never asked or questions. Goodbye and good riddens. Wut in the world where does this stuff come from. This is y I just keep to myself to avoid the OUT OF THEIR DAMN MIND crowd. Jumping to conclusions that I haven't given u any reason to trust me, but since I can't control wut is goin on n it head and obviously don't want to. I am free to do me which is wut I will do no matter what.

I Wish You Best Of Luck But Now I Gotta Throw The Deuces Up!

Too Good

Is it too good to be true to think I have found someone who I can be myself around. At times I think so but since actions spec louder than words I'm hopin he actions prove me wrong. But only time will tell. Just have to wait it out and see.

Mini Vacay & New Toys

I have gotten some fun new tech toys to play around with during my little Christmas break. Raspberry Pi, Desktop computer, security cameras. Fort Knox security in effect. Planning stage is almost over but there is still more to do. This is only the beginning I am on mission, where will it stop there is no telling but I'm On One for Sure now. Already a suspicious of people's intentions now it is worse on a level never known until now. It's on and popping. There is more to come just wait and see.

Go Hard

I think I am getting to the point where I may be over-extending myself. Seems like I'm always tired but always on the go looking for some good downtime to enjoy myself and catch up on rest. Some many things to do not enough time. I keep going for those who can't and came before me. I know I am blessed and that it of people have helped me get to where I am and I can't let them or myself down. So I keep going no matter what. Constantly evolving to become a better person role model, etc.

Lesson Learned

Lesson learned there are different types of in shape. While I'm in good guys shape and officiating shape I was not quite up to basketball shape. All the pivots slides my legs are killing me. I mean damn, first organized ball play n a couple years is rough but ima get it, it's comin back to me just took a sec but I got it. Cuz I Got Game

Security Sense

There is something about gettin a security system installed that gives you a sense of safety. Not exactly sure what it is but it does. Just a little bit of comfort, especially for me living alone being a single female. Who often works long hours coming home to a unsecured home. Became a bit troublesome here lately after my home being burgularized while I was out at work. I have a little more of a sense of safety and ensuring of my safety in my own home. Not having the urge to continue to keep going home  on my lunch. But there is still something that is a little unsettling I am know once I get my security cameras and install them I will have a little more sense of safeness because I will be able to view my home while away and see what is going on throughout the day while I am away. Doing what I need to do to become the person I want to be. I am self sufficient and continuing to grow as a person and becoming more independent as time goes on. I will do it for myself and learn how to if I do not know how to do it currently.